so here i am on a friday night, bored once again so i figured i'd update. not much has changed, school still sucks, drama still sucks, math class still sucks. yadda yadda. so like mr.avacado (azevedo) i have no life. yay, not. i hated middle school but for some reason i kinda miss it. golly, life was pretty easy. neda doesn't know how good she has it. today was mehrabi's last day so i visited her for like 5 minutes but she promised she'd keep in touch. i got a pedicure that's always fun. my dad doesn't come home until 10:00pm tonight so i guess i could sneak out but then again, i have no friends.
i wish it were may or june. i wish guys were easy to get over. actually, i wish i was a guy. awesome. yeah, i wish for a lot of things that i usually don't get. ugh it wasn't this difficult in the beginning. the biggest thing i had to worry about was what time barney was on tv. i wish i were 3 years old again. no one cared if i spoke grammatically incorrect or spelled stuff wrong. i didn't know anyone at preschool. hmm i actually liked being a loner, no one to fight with and no drama-causers. gosh, the good ol days. i hate high school. but once i'm in college i'll probably miss it. nah, i won't. college, wow i can't wait. and the way time's flying by, it'll be here sooner than i think.
so i kinda wanna go to homecoming this year but i'm not too sure. ahh i want a boyfriend real bad. when i sit and think for a while it makes me sad. i can't think of one guy who would ask me to prom when the time comes round. i thought teenage years were the best. hmph, maybe not. wow i suck at life. man, i'm just blabbing on...oh stop reading and enjoy your friday night.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?