Go away
So addictive and so close to the heart
Love love love this song
An outing which i dont look forward to
Sometimes
What is the point of doing something which you dont look forward to?
I dont see the fruit of my labour
I cant even imagine it in my dream
I feel so empty
I dont feel passion
I dont feel motivated
I dont feel alive
Disappoinments just fills everything up
Expections comes with disappointments
This experience doesnt live up to the legend at all.
Im just a suffering prisoner who's put in this jail that i cant seem to break out. I see the key but i cant find the hole.
Im just a married person who have no rights in the marriage. Divorce keeps poping up but i cant do it. The process is so long and it feels weird to leave. You get my point? Sigh
Sometimes i dont know why im not the person i used to be anymore. Why am i suffering and taking things to myself? Why am i no longer shuang kuai and decisive? This is not me.
The reality of the world forced me to become what i am now. I can no longer take flight like a bird. I have to think of consequences and more consequences everyday.
I think and think
Sometimes
I miss that that that
When positivity runs out
When encouragement runs low
When motivations go away
When light shines no where
When my life ends
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