lost

[hellomoo]

I'm lost for feelings.

unsure of how it happened.
unsure of what i should do.
little things means so much to me
and it hurts me so much.
i'm losing my way.
i'm losing myself.

when they say "rainbow after the rain"
they didnt tell you which rain.

do we always need to learn from
regrets and disappointments.
if only i could stop wanting so much,
it would stop hurting so much.
i didnt ask for alot, but it seemed too much for you.
there's no such word as definition.

when love turns hatred, i call this self-destruction.

afterall, you just dont get it, dont you?