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the connection's not the same anymore. or every
but i suppose the only thing that can be anticipated in all human relationships is change, whether bad or good. the only thing that can be hoped for is communication- but even that is too much to ask for from most people.
i strongly doubt that anyone else understands what i think or what i need, or that anyone including me knows the whole story. i feel increasingly like no one knows very much of it at all, and that i am isolated in a web of friendships that are superficial and barely friendships at all.
maybe the only thing that can be hoped is for inevitable change to speed up, so i can return to comfort and a feeling of closeness with someone. i wish i knew a course of action to take, but all i see from here is questions and no answers. maybe the easy way outs seem like the best way outs at times, but for now i am well bored of them.
but i suppose the only thing that can be anticipated in all human relationships is change, whether bad or good. the only thing that can be hoped for is communication- but even that is too much to ask for from most people.
i strongly doubt that anyone else understands what i think or what i need, or that anyone including me knows the whole story. i feel increasingly like no one knows very much of it at all, and that i am isolated in a web of friendships that are superficial and barely friendships at all.
maybe the only thing that can be hoped is for inevitable change to speed up, so i can return to comfort and a feeling of closeness with someone. i wish i knew a course of action to take, but all i see from here is questions and no answers. maybe the easy way outs seem like the best way outs at times, but for now i am well bored of them.