im not a perfect person.....
wow it has definitely been a long time since my last update. sorry people. comp has been major sucky. so i havent been on da journal lately.
life is going slow. its fine though. im okay. i have made good progress. and im happy.
i miss hank.. he was such a great friend
uh. there isnt anything really to say. school is almost over.
went to my sister's graduation. it was alright. the speakers were cheesy. and lame. but of course oh glorious evan knew what to say to save the graduation. i teared up at some points. especially afterwards. when we went to meet my sister outside. i was first to hug her. me and her dont tough each other ever. but the moment was so happy. like she actually hugged me back. she never hugs me back when i try to hug her. she always pushed me away. but she hugged me too. and my mom took a picture. i cant wait to see it. i love my sister even though she hates me more than anyone in the world. but i need to get a copy of it. i know it sounds chessy but it means a lot to me.
never got to see josh afterwards though. he left straight away with his mom. it was sad. i wanted to see him too. and he had friends there as well that he didnt get to see cuz he took off right away. lame. oh well. my sister and brother are high school graduates now. weird.
my mood as been doing some major shifting..
like i could talk to this one person and feel so incredibly happy.. but then i could also talk to him and feel downer then ever. i dont know. i am done for now.
i found a reason for me
to change who i use to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you
and the reason is.. you.
life is going slow. its fine though. im okay. i have made good progress. and im happy.
i miss hank.. he was such a great friend
uh. there isnt anything really to say. school is almost over.
went to my sister's graduation. it was alright. the speakers were cheesy. and lame. but of course oh glorious evan knew what to say to save the graduation. i teared up at some points. especially afterwards. when we went to meet my sister outside. i was first to hug her. me and her dont tough each other ever. but the moment was so happy. like she actually hugged me back. she never hugs me back when i try to hug her. she always pushed me away. but she hugged me too. and my mom took a picture. i cant wait to see it. i love my sister even though she hates me more than anyone in the world. but i need to get a copy of it. i know it sounds chessy but it means a lot to me.
never got to see josh afterwards though. he left straight away with his mom. it was sad. i wanted to see him too. and he had friends there as well that he didnt get to see cuz he took off right away. lame. oh well. my sister and brother are high school graduates now. weird.
my mood as been doing some major shifting..
like i could talk to this one person and feel so incredibly happy.. but then i could also talk to him and feel downer then ever. i dont know. i am done for now.
i found a reason for me
to change who i use to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you
and the reason is.. you.