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There are so many things going on. What do I do? WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! I dont know what else to do, I just need to scream, to be taken care of until this is over, the problem is.... who knows when this will end? Will it ever end? I mean, seriously, what do I do? ugh! Help me. Someone, anyone. I hate the fact that I just write in this when I am upset, but what do I do? I have NO ONE to talk to. I just bottle it up until I don't know where to go and it flies out here. He is one of my best friends. but what if we're meant to be together? and then what if I can't get past what has happened between us? Its never going to work between us, but what if I can't help it? what if I keep goign for him? I know I will. I think I love him... I think I have for a while. Now what? I'm screwed... thats what
If only this were my biggest problem...
If only this were my biggest problem...