lord almighty
today was the longest day of my life. i woke up at 3 from a horrific nightmare re: he who i shant name. i laid in bed for an hour and 40 minutes pretending to think about what i should wear to work tomorrow. at 5 i thought writing would make me feel better. yeah my computer was ALL fucked up. i smoked 2 cigarretes & laid back down. fell asleep 6ish. woke up at 7. felt like ass all day.
after endless texts, ii**gggghhhhh**---iiicckkkggghhh said he was going to bring dinner over. i haven't heard from him since.
i am mad, i want to give him a fuck off, but its pointless.
he just called, so sad. talking some shit about how he can't give me what i need. i need a person who can treat me like a fucking human being, is that so hard?
i need kindness, understanding, good intentions, a bit of nice attitude. at this point i would possibly forego charming & cute.
nice, nice ****FUCKING **** NICE!!!!!
after endless texts, ii**gggghhhhh**---iiicckkkggghhh said he was going to bring dinner over. i haven't heard from him since.
i am mad, i want to give him a fuck off, but its pointless.
he just called, so sad. talking some shit about how he can't give me what i need. i need a person who can treat me like a fucking human being, is that so hard?
i need kindness, understanding, good intentions, a bit of nice attitude. at this point i would possibly forego charming & cute.
nice, nice ****FUCKING **** NICE!!!!!