eeggghhhh.....it's me......
i am feeling really depressed. i think i'm crazy sometimes. life stresses me out. i am sad because i feel like no one wants to be around me. the kids pestered me all day to take them to my dad's. i feel bad, like i'm passing them off or something, or they don't like me. i miss them. i feel so bitchy lately. i don't even want to be around other people. i have nobody to talk to but me and i just make myself more mental i think. i look like shit, i feel like shit, i am no fun, i am such a whiner. i am so selfish and i am pissed at myself for that. i will try this again later....................