Nov 17, 2004 08:44
So Jaime... the kid I liked alot.... GONE
The more I got to know him the more I realized that were better off friends. So yea thats it. He was too clingy to me and he told me that he loved me after hanging out with me like 4 times. A little wierded out at that point.
But theres still a person that I like alot. But no1 really knows who. Because this time im not telling anyone, so that no1 can fuck it up for me. I've liked him for a couple months. And if your reading it, I bet u kno that its you. Its pretty obvious... and its sad lol. Hes like my best friend, and thats awesome. So even if nothing happens between us, im still so happy just being friends with him. Man I hate boys. They make u feel all tingly inside when you think about them, and when you cant have them, its worse. I feel like all upset but not cuz I cant really have him. But I mean when the summer comes around, then its my time to shine. Yeeeeaaa boyyy lol
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Yesterday when I was cleaning my dads tattoo room, I found his electric razors so I decided to shave my face and my hair line around my neck. I shaved off alot and its funny bc its all like a guys hair cut... well thats what it feels like.
I want a boy. DAMNIT! sfk;sdfbsdfclkdjfsdf!!! I always do that. I love boys then I hate them, visa versa. Idk what to do with myself im like grrrrr.
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