I don't have too too much to write about, but I feel like

May 19, 2006 23:49

babbling to no avail. Let me just say, also, that I am procrastinating from packing right now. I don't even know when I'll be leaving. Hopefully on Tuesday, but my dad is pretty unpredictable because of his "demanding" job. I'm not going to be mad at him if he has to work, but I'm anxious to leave for awhile.
I need a haircut, badly. I really should have had one months ago, but the lack of time and money has prevented that. Not even so much those things, but my indecision to figure out what exactly I want. Last summer's hair was a little crazy. It was black with long layers and those 70's bangs. Like Crissy, from Three's Company. Now, a year later, my hair has grown a lot longer and I dyed it back to my natural color and haven't even touched the roots since December. But it's a boring style, the grown-out bangs, just long and blah...never has any volume. I hate my hair. I'm going to schedule something after my vacation. I want to be able to just throw my hair up into a ponytail on the beach and not worry about irritating bangs or anything.
Boys are so annoying. I'm just at a stand-still. I feel like I give too much information about how I feel and end up feeling like a complete jackass. Or I expect way too much. I expect things to go so quickly. They almost never do, unless the guy is a complete fool. I am the one who's usually the fool though. But now I feel even dumber, because I feel like since I told my side of the story, he has the upper hand because he doesn't care as much. Is this really worth it? Is it really worth feeling this way?
Oh, and PS: I want two cats.
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