she could have been a poet or she could have been a fool
it's my third night or something back in endicott. when i come home, and i'm in my room, i have to sort of chuckle at my surroundings. my room consists of white furniture that i picked out as a child, with flowers painted on it, a pink and white floral theme for my curtains and their matching bedclothes/comforter, hello kitty figurines everywhere (with the occasional cinderella or tinkerbell) and a bookshelf full of elementary-school level novels and the like. a plaque on my wall reads "thank heaven for little girls" and on the other wall is a cross-stitched picture made by my aunt with the names of colors and their corresponding objects. highschool artwork i've made is also throughout the room, and bad artwork at that. i'd love to redecorate, but what would be the point? i'm only here for winters and summers, and next year i'm graduating...
the snow is hardening to that consistency where i can stand on it and not fall through. the dogs run outside to pee and hurry back as fast as they can, and i think about how i'd feel if i had to run outside naked with barefeet and pee in the snow. it's actually really brave of them, considering their size. gidget kept bothering me tonight to play ball with her, and so we did for awhile.
my family got in an argument about spending christmas in new jersey. i love seeing my mom's side of the family and all, but i just want to spend christmas at my own house. we always have to open our presents early and then on christmas morning, we're just sitting there....feeling awkward at whoever's house we're at, since it's their christmas morning and they're doing all the christmas presents and whatnot. when i have my own family, i'm not going to make them do this.
tonight i watched "sin city" with matt. i thought it was pretty good, obviously the way that it's done with the special effects and how it's stylized was awesome. jessica alba is so pretty. i haven't seen any movies in a long time.
i am going to finish my christmas shopping tomorrow. i really am. i only have a few more things left and i will wrap everything and take a big nap afterwards. i keep telling myself, "this too, will pass".
the snow is hardening to that consistency where i can stand on it and not fall through. the dogs run outside to pee and hurry back as fast as they can, and i think about how i'd feel if i had to run outside naked with barefeet and pee in the snow. it's actually really brave of them, considering their size. gidget kept bothering me tonight to play ball with her, and so we did for awhile.
my family got in an argument about spending christmas in new jersey. i love seeing my mom's side of the family and all, but i just want to spend christmas at my own house. we always have to open our presents early and then on christmas morning, we're just sitting there....feeling awkward at whoever's house we're at, since it's their christmas morning and they're doing all the christmas presents and whatnot. when i have my own family, i'm not going to make them do this.
tonight i watched "sin city" with matt. i thought it was pretty good, obviously the way that it's done with the special effects and how it's stylized was awesome. jessica alba is so pretty. i haven't seen any movies in a long time.
i am going to finish my christmas shopping tomorrow. i really am. i only have a few more things left and i will wrap everything and take a big nap afterwards. i keep telling myself, "this too, will pass".