copacetic

[hellojuly]

i went to new york with choir over the weekend. the last thing i wanted to do was spend my time with a bunch of people i had to pretend to get along with for an entire weekend when i had actual work to do and people i really care about to see. the only good thing that came from it was my first trip to little italy. not exactly a european market place, but the closest you can get to it i guess in a festering commercial city like new york. we went to this little place called cha cha's right on mulberry that from the outside appeared to be some trash take out place, but up the greasy stairs and through the crowd was this beautiful courtyard enclosed by the walls of the other buildings with an actual tree hanging over our heads, statues of lions peering down at us, and little marble topped tables. i ate my first cannoli. i only wish the experience happened with people i cared a little more about, or even happened alone. its been so long since i've experienced anything really satisfying.

i am in dire need of a fresh face and an adventure.