Jan 04, 2005 19:42
you shake my mind. like an earthquake in my head. you can be my cigarette. i need you like the nicotine. that sends cravings shooting through my nerves. but youve left my heart starving, as your voice just gives a simple tease. your outlook isnt far, while love is just a reach.
i worry. expect. wish. hope. dream. predict. far too much. i wish i could stop. but everyone wishes. and they dont tend to come true. throwing a penny into a broken well. she makes me uncomfortable. and i dont even know her. and i dont want to. jealously has struck, yet again. but ive finally learned how to deal with my weight. i went to gnc. and bought some diet pills. they better work, otherwise itll be 40 dollars down the drain. and ive got to talk to her about phoenix. but her heart is set on it. and i dont want to ruin her fun. but its not for the best for me to go. i need to be respectful. put myself in his position. and i dont trust myself. well, i must go work out.