if i had 3 wishes, i'd wish them all on you. i'd wish you were away from me.
tonight was strange, but wonderful. we all went to a ranch, everyone was quite paranoid. and the feeling reflected on me. soon we were all running from cops that may have came, and i didnt want to say goodbye. never. i feel blank. like an empty sheet of paper, waiting to be used. and as your lips met mine, i trembled. my heart was confused. as if it didnt know right from wrong. and it still doesnt. but i think that you might be different from other boys. genuine. something ive never had before. and that is what frightens me. please dont let me down. dropping me as i hit face first. there is a ray of hope. which is strange. i cant trust boys. but for some reason, i feel as if i may be able to trust you. dont prove me wrong.