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Although I have said many times I have changed and gotten better... That is so true. I have recently figured out... it does not matter how much I change to better myself, others are still going to stay the same. Some happy, others sad, I am stuck right here in the middle. Sometimes I want to give up and not try to be a good person, but I can't. I want for people to love me or like me and appriciate me. I show them respect, yet they don't do me the pleasure of showing it back to me. One person in particular is Lannette. She frickin tells me I am not grown... haha... i am more grown than she is. I am not manipulating the government (infact.. i can't stand the government), I am at least trying to get a job (Payless better fucking hire me!!) I am not going to quit High School. I am in love and I don't think I am GOD( hell I don't even believe in God... is there a god? seriously). I happen to love my life... even if things may not be great all the time. I still enjoy the short time i do have with those i love and those who care about me. They are what matter most to me. Everyone else who talk shit and deface my name... they can piss off... i don't need the drama... i am living and love it. So those who think i am full of shit... don't fucking talk about me cause you obviously don't know shit. I am a great, beautiful person and i am happy to be me. I love Nichole and we are great... for those of you who don't want us together (JOANN AND ALL YOU DUMB BITCHES)FUCK OFF... WE ARE GROWN AND ON OUR OWN... WE SHALL RULE WITH OUT YOUR HELP OR SUPPORT!!!