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God, how shitty it feels to be direction-less. I wonder what I want to pursue, where I want to go, and all these interesting things pop into my head, but I wonder "Is it good enough?"
Am I good enough? What is good enough?
I feel slightly better about myself now, now that I am making an effort towards change. Still very bad at expressing myself to others.
I watched Science of Sleep today, while all my friends were at school. It makes me wonder how fucking weird it would be to have my dreams and reality work with one another. Or against each other. Having my fictional dreams seem like a reality, or my reality becomes a fictional dream.
School starts the day after tomorrow. Looking forward to doing something important again.
Am I good enough? What is good enough?
I feel slightly better about myself now, now that I am making an effort towards change. Still very bad at expressing myself to others.
I watched Science of Sleep today, while all my friends were at school. It makes me wonder how fucking weird it would be to have my dreams and reality work with one another. Or against each other. Having my fictional dreams seem like a reality, or my reality becomes a fictional dream.
School starts the day after tomorrow. Looking forward to doing something important again.