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lol is it a good thing that i can laugh at the fact that i just got shut down yet again from a girl i had a crush on... the thing is im so sick of liking girls, thankfully i havent convinced myself i love a girl because im a freaking 18 year old kid i dont know what love is and i probably wont find out for a while... it just sucks even with the minor ones that i still get shut down, i know god will eventually let me find a great girl to be with, i just hate the waiting part, i try not to look its just hard to convince myself not to. its weird though, im happy with life right now and im happy being single most of the time yet i still find myself thinking that i really want a girlfriend... i dont know i guess im just weird like that, oh well