Jan 04, 2006 00:46
Wow, what a craptacular day... it started off good, just a little fight with my dad this morning not to bad, then it was good because me and a few of my good friends. but honestly have you ever had the feeling that every single person in the world is making fun of you behind your back, or people think that your not good enough for them... well thats how i feel right now, yea im not having the very best night right now, me and my parental units got into a pretty big fight, yea me and a few of my friends wanted to just watch a movie in my basement, we were being quiet and my mom got all pissy and yelled at me and stuff for that, so i said i freaking hate it, and she miss heard me and thought i said "i f**kin hate her" so she wouldnt even listen to me when i tried to explain it to her, also she told me that instead of making me milk shakes or getting me something so i can eat without hurting my mouth once i get my teeth pulled, im screwed and i have to fend for myself... but because im gunna be on all them pain killers i prolly wont be able to drive lol, so those who know my driving skills without things messing up my mind will prolly be scared to see me drive with them... yea i dunno ive just been having weird thoughts for a while now about just people not accepting me and making fun of me behind my back and such, it really seems like im just the big butt of everyones jokes when im not around.