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Ive been thinking alot lately about life in general... i dunno i am so freaking scared real life is coming in alot faster then i originally thought, as a kid life dragged on, now its like BAM! right there, i dunno i think the real reason im so scared is because as a child my parents always handled stuff for me, i never had any real challanges for myself which i think is what made my childhood so bad and as in bad i mean my "friends" pretty much treated me like crap... they always took everything i said and if it was stupid then they would spread it around, or once i found something i was good at, there was a 99% chance that they would call it stupid and make it seem like i was an idiot or something for doing it. like i took a magic class at the ymca and according to my friend it was stupid and dumb and i was stupid and dumb for just taking it, i mean i still wish i was like 9 or 10 years old again but with my friends i have now, then my life would be almost perfect, i mean i know i dont have it that bad at all, there are alot of people that i know of with more problems then me, it just sucks i dunno, i just wish somebody would slap me and be like, look you have a great life and just quit complaining, because serioulsy i complain way to much, yea also, part of me is stressed though because i just wish something new would happen or something its very annoying its like a ball is resting on the edge of a cliff, and your just sitting there wondering if a wind is going to come and blow it back so it doesnt fall or if a wind will come and it will fall, blah, i also gotta go to my consiltation(sp?) for getting my wisdom teeth pulled, fun fun, also one more thing thats really bothering me, they freaking made a michael jackson game for sega, tell me thats not messed up.