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I fall asleep with my friends around me
This is the only place I feel safe
I'm gonna call this home.
Right now, I am so thankful for the friends I have.
Last night at the football game, I showed up and my friend was really drunk. After a while, I noticed (as well as a couple of my other friends) that he wasn't okay. I was holding him up a lot and getting him to stay awake. The friends that he had come with weren't paying any attention to him and if we hadn't come to help him out, he probably would've puked all over the stadium and gotten caught thanks to them. Anyway, we helped him to the bathroom and I laid with him in the grass until he felt better and then we got him home. I was there the whole time, making sure he was alright and not going to puke or pass out or get caught by the principal, and the entire time he just wanted to know where Mickey was (the kid he came with.) Mickey didn't care at all about him and left him at the football game for us to take care of. I was mad at Mickey for not giving a shit and semi-mad at my friend for not realizing that he didn't.
So, I was in a bad mood.
After we left, we went over to my friend Justin's house and lots of people were there and I was just being anti-social. A couple people asked what was wrong, but I just didn't want to talk about it 'cause I felt stupid. I went outside with a group of people just to hang out away from all the people and this kid comes out and says that these bitches inside were saying stuff about me. About how I was weird and being all emotional outside and how they thought I was a foreign exchange student when they first saw me. I was like whatever, they don't know me and I think they're stupid so I dont' care. But one of my friends got really pissed off and went in there and yelled at them. I went back in to say goodbye a little bit later and everyone came over and gave me a hug and the girl who had said stuff tried to apologize but I just walked out.
I love my friends. For standing up for me and listening to me whine and telling off stupid girls for me and giving me hugs.
This is the only place I feel safe
I'm gonna call this home.
Right now, I am so thankful for the friends I have.
Last night at the football game, I showed up and my friend was really drunk. After a while, I noticed (as well as a couple of my other friends) that he wasn't okay. I was holding him up a lot and getting him to stay awake. The friends that he had come with weren't paying any attention to him and if we hadn't come to help him out, he probably would've puked all over the stadium and gotten caught thanks to them. Anyway, we helped him to the bathroom and I laid with him in the grass until he felt better and then we got him home. I was there the whole time, making sure he was alright and not going to puke or pass out or get caught by the principal, and the entire time he just wanted to know where Mickey was (the kid he came with.) Mickey didn't care at all about him and left him at the football game for us to take care of. I was mad at Mickey for not giving a shit and semi-mad at my friend for not realizing that he didn't.
So, I was in a bad mood.
After we left, we went over to my friend Justin's house and lots of people were there and I was just being anti-social. A couple people asked what was wrong, but I just didn't want to talk about it 'cause I felt stupid. I went outside with a group of people just to hang out away from all the people and this kid comes out and says that these bitches inside were saying stuff about me. About how I was weird and being all emotional outside and how they thought I was a foreign exchange student when they first saw me. I was like whatever, they don't know me and I think they're stupid so I dont' care. But one of my friends got really pissed off and went in there and yelled at them. I went back in to say goodbye a little bit later and everyone came over and gave me a hug and the girl who had said stuff tried to apologize but I just walked out.
I love my friends. For standing up for me and listening to me whine and telling off stupid girls for me and giving me hugs.