33 DAYS MORE!
-Please fucking read this before you continue reading on if you want to hurl abuses @ me. READ ON.
I'm not trying to fucken win his heart/sympathy/whatever again or even anything like that.
In fact, I'm well aware that we're already impossible. Sure, everyone deserves a 2nd chance but we've past that, I KNOW.
So, I don't need comments/reminders or anything at all from you passerbys, thank you.
Just expressing what I've felt for these 3 months, no more no less.
I'm actually quite mindful about making this post public cause firstly, Idk who will be reading and for all you know, kaypos are gloating over my loss of such a wonderful boyfriend? (yeah yeah whatever, mock all you want. IT'S FREE)
But let me remind you, there's a limit so don't deny yourself the rights of having that wee bit of respect I have for ALL human beings (unless you're not one, of course)
Ok....now IF you still wna read the content below, go on.
Hey sweetheart :), this might have been a little too hasty and early but....
HAPPY HANDSOME 17TH TO YOU! :) :) :)
Time flies and who knows, you're already 17. (could have been 18 months. ok Chloe, shut up)
When I first knew you, you're still fooling around and have such gr8 fun being a big time playboy.
Initially, it was hard to trust you but ultimately, you did change for me, didn't you? I'm so proud of you. Really.
Sorry I missed out on both 16th and 17th birthdays as your girlfriend but I know you'll forgive me (you've always been forgiving towards me. it won't be an exception this time)
It's such a shame I let jealousy overtake our love but please still do keep those memories intact.
Stay positive no matter what happens ok? I know you will :)
Wanted to keep this short and sweet but sigh, WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MY THINKING? LOL.
I think I'll end this here for now. Have fun ahead! Not neglecting your studies.
With love, Chloe
(I blogged this a month and 3 days ahead because I don't think I'll be using my sis's macbook until O's are over. But I can always use the iPhone right? Definitely, for afew sentences but this? THIS IS SUCIDE I TELL YOU!!! So fucking long I'll prolly die of fatigue the moment I'm done with this -.-)
Gains and losses. But you?
Biggest loss I've encountered, up till this very moment.
DIAM CHLOE, DIAM. Bye!