School and my life..
I really hope that i pass this year. its my 12th grade year. I haven't been doing to well. I attend cyber school which is where i do school online. at home from any computer anywhere.
so i guess i will work my ass off by getting good grades on everything and turning EVERY assignment i can in.. so maybe they will be like hey she did it all now. and let me go. Because its the last 9 weeks of the year. and i did almost NOTHING last 9 weeks. I have really went downhill in life. I need to seriously start being more mature and get my shit straight.
I tried to get a job. Nobody wants me. It sucks. I had very open hours when i could work i could work on weekends. I don't know. I think im depressed because of knowing how shitty my life is getting.
Today when Kayla and i were downstairs. Greg shanes stepfather starts laughing out of nowhere and says this house is crazy i need to get out of here thank god i go to work today.
I don't get good sleep no more.
Shane and I can't keep our room clean for more then 2 days.
I can't take sleeping pills because then i will sleep all day.
I stay up all night and get really bad headaches.
I eat too much, and at the wrong times.
I need to stop eating fried foods, sweet stuff, and stop drinking soda/pop
I need to go to the doctor for my period problems.
There is so much going on and not going on. i hate it.
so i guess i will work my ass off by getting good grades on everything and turning EVERY assignment i can in.. so maybe they will be like hey she did it all now. and let me go. Because its the last 9 weeks of the year. and i did almost NOTHING last 9 weeks. I have really went downhill in life. I need to seriously start being more mature and get my shit straight.
I tried to get a job. Nobody wants me. It sucks. I had very open hours when i could work i could work on weekends. I don't know. I think im depressed because of knowing how shitty my life is getting.
Today when Kayla and i were downstairs. Greg shanes stepfather starts laughing out of nowhere and says this house is crazy i need to get out of here thank god i go to work today.
I don't get good sleep no more.
Shane and I can't keep our room clean for more then 2 days.
I can't take sleeping pills because then i will sleep all day.
I stay up all night and get really bad headaches.
I eat too much, and at the wrong times.
I need to stop eating fried foods, sweet stuff, and stop drinking soda/pop
I need to go to the doctor for my period problems.
There is so much going on and not going on. i hate it.