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I need a change.
I seriously do.
I need new friends, because it suddenly occured to me that I really don't have many.
Maybe I'm too picky,
But lately there have been a lot of people
who I'm going to stop pretending I like
because I know that they wouldn't cross the road to piss on me if my head was on fire.
Metaphorically speaking.
I'm sick of these shallow friendships,
and I'm sick of being nice to people who I don't like
and who don't like me.
Or who like me, but not as much as I like them.
From now on,
I'm going to be honest with myself and make no exceptions.
I think I may be too picky in my friends,
But, to tell the truth, a lot of my "friends"
aren't friends at all. they're aquiantances.
It's a sad thought really.
Everything feels amiss.
I seriously do.
I need new friends, because it suddenly occured to me that I really don't have many.
Maybe I'm too picky,
But lately there have been a lot of people
who I'm going to stop pretending I like
because I know that they wouldn't cross the road to piss on me if my head was on fire.
Metaphorically speaking.
I'm sick of these shallow friendships,
and I'm sick of being nice to people who I don't like
and who don't like me.
Or who like me, but not as much as I like them.
From now on,
I'm going to be honest with myself and make no exceptions.
I think I may be too picky in my friends,
But, to tell the truth, a lot of my "friends"
aren't friends at all. they're aquiantances.
It's a sad thought really.
Everything feels amiss.