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[hellobettsy]

I don't think I can ever really be "over" people.
I do however think people can stop existing
I hung out with my first girlfriend today
we went to renfest
I cant think as her as the person I loved
or the person I write songs for
the fact that she died her hair helped
we haddent talked for like 2 years
and so much happened and we have so much history
but it was like we were just old friends
I love someone who dosn't exist anymore
I don;t know how I feel about that