First, I log in to MSN hoping to send my friends the message that I'm not a MSN-deficit nerd. Then I looked at box where my dp has magically disappeared from. So I started looking for nice pictures to put. I was in a Oh-I-Want-8059 Mood, but my search reaped no results because I noticed that most of my pictures are either not up to my standards, or way too small, or way too scandalous to be put up.
I told myself, "Fine, let's get an ugly picture then. NO more searching for 8059 online Amanda. No more." It worked for half a minute, before I gave into my craving.
And so starts my 2-hour foray into 8059 tumblrs and LJs.
Then I got scared by the fact that I recognise most of the doujin-related pictures, and somehow decided that turning to download new doujins would be a good remedy. Brain of a fangirl. Tsk.
I got back into the 8059 recently, after writing down the skeleton of yet another 8059 fic and finding out this ancient plot bunny from my heaps of scrap paper trash. So there are 3 fanfics I have to continue, on top of another Palletship fic I have started halfway. (lol I only wrote the lemon parts. XD So much for abstaining from writing PwP.)
SO I SHALL WRITE IT DOWN HERE SO I AM GOING TO CONTINUE YES.
And as a thank you for reading it this far... this is what I mean by eyefuck. (Man it was hard trying to find a suitable 8059 pic.. Either that, or I'm a hopeless fujoshi.)
![](http://pics.livejournal.com/helloanotherway/pic/0000tdpa/s640x480)
(taken from fuckyeahsmokingbomb.tumblr.com)
...none of you know what I'm talking about at all don't you. -.-