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i feel empty and sad and loney and ive felt this way all day and i want someone to talk to, but not one of the people online. why is it that thats the way it always is. im feeling nastalgic in a bad way and empty. i hate this. im shaky and i cant tell if its from the cold. ten months on monday. i fucking hate mondays. and its probably going to be a bad monday just because thats my luck. my fucking luck. ive been swearing too much lately and i dont remember how that started and im just rambling. so im going.