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I'm having a break @ the moment.
From playin the guitar and annoyin myself stupid.
I'm fed up. i want to but i can't give up. Darius said not to. so i'm not going to. Its HHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRDDDDDD i think only Katie can understand it soooooooo hard. One mintue i've got it it sounds great and then poof its gone from my head no where to be seen just like my predrum. Hell no where is it. crap. Phillips already given my 2... damn. Crap i need that. :(
tommorrow if i get bk in time i'm going to post pics of my holiday and guitar up. I love busteds new cd it totally rocks. i dunno if i'm going to the busted show now i really want to. my auntie and cousin who r going r going with my cousins dad nick and he was going to japan for like 4 months but he came bk only a day later. so now he might go instead not fair as its probably sold out actually by now it is. so unfair. NOT fair! i bet he doesn't even like them. He might give up his seat but not if he paid for it. Not fair. i check on the Busted site and everywheres sold out. Not fair!
The newest date for Darius's new single is Feb 23rd. Its driving me crazy like my guitar when its coming out soo annoying, i hope it blows my mind and i don't have to buy it just cus its Darius.
Back to guitaring, i've already scrached my guitar on the back and its got loads of marks on it i need to clean off. :(. i'm going to ask Phillip for help. i need help. He'll help me i'm sure. i didn't think i needed help i thought i could teach myself. its hard then i thought. i need phillips help. i'm going to ask if i can ask him to come over @ the weekend. i need help. especially if miss has remembered to hand in my forms for oap thing, now i wish i wasn't doing it alone, i wish i had either phillip behind me playing the guitar or Becky and Katie and Emily in there band behind me.Oh god wot have i done? I have to do it thou if i back down i'll kill myself with i wish i had or i should have or my personly favourite do u think i should have done? i no i have do my best. u can only do ur best. if i do anything else i'll be so annoyed and gutted.
I really want to . i'm going to.
I wrote wot i think is a better v of my song for the oap party. wot do u think?
I was getting to like the rain.
But now the suns come out again.
I can see thew clouds, you're the light.
And its shining so bright.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
Your voice is the sweetest
Your eyes are the brownest
Your hair is the blondest
I’ve ever seen.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
I am so under you spell; it’s killing me inside,
I’m so cool and normal on the outside.
I see you sitting there, I take my seat.
I never stop my stare, are eyes meet.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
Now it never rain,
Sun is always shining,
Know clouds are in sight, you’re the light
And shining so bright.
Were in flight.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
X2
“I can’t tell the butterflies to stop.”
wot do u think?
I like it better than my old one.
i just need to do the hard part the music. i'd love to fall back on the gd old piano but ofcourse i but singing and guitar. :(
The book i'm reading is called Fiestan. by kate cann. i like it. very romantic. and it's making me wish my life was romantic which at the mo it totally isn't. huh. i'm on page 277 out of 312. I don't want my book to finish. i want to no wot happens after the end. where this event leads them its like that with movies to. like the one i saw earlier.
I think i should talk about my holiday.
I relised i didn't tell people i was going on holiday or this journal strange. i told my best friends thou and when i come bk with this wicked tan i think people will get the idea. :).
I brought rock for everyone. i was going to get kerryn this sprakly rock as in rock but i didn't cus the shops werent that gd and u it was going to be hard to find other gifts that weren't lame. even thou rock isn't great but i like rock :) so if they don't want it i'll eat it. :) i'll get them something nice in america i still dunno if Vickies coming. I'd like her to. More than skye anyway she annoys me copying me not giving me space getting all the attettion cus she got "problems." to be honest i couldn't careless about her stupid problems. she brought them on her self. my problems does anyone care no cus apreatly i have a great life a wonderful one and i don't no the meaning of problem, i'm soilded and a gold digger and can't wait for my dad to kill over so i get the inherts. thats not me @ all. i have problems but i don't share them like her. I keep them inside cus to be honest some i'm embrassed about. so she was annoying. people need space, she never gives me any.
I got rock for:
Becky,
Katie,
Vickie,
Sarah,
Kerryn,
Gertrude,
And Phillip.
:)
Back to my holiday. erm wot happened?
Nice flight there. Last time i went to tennfie was when........
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i have 2 go my dads shout at me to go to bed.
i'll finish on monday i guess.
Bye bye.
x-x-x-x-
Marie.
x-x-x-x-
From playin the guitar and annoyin myself stupid.
I'm fed up. i want to but i can't give up. Darius said not to. so i'm not going to. Its HHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRDDDDDD i think only Katie can understand it soooooooo hard. One mintue i've got it it sounds great and then poof its gone from my head no where to be seen just like my predrum. Hell no where is it. crap. Phillips already given my 2... damn. Crap i need that. :(
tommorrow if i get bk in time i'm going to post pics of my holiday and guitar up. I love busteds new cd it totally rocks. i dunno if i'm going to the busted show now i really want to. my auntie and cousin who r going r going with my cousins dad nick and he was going to japan for like 4 months but he came bk only a day later. so now he might go instead not fair as its probably sold out actually by now it is. so unfair. NOT fair! i bet he doesn't even like them. He might give up his seat but not if he paid for it. Not fair. i check on the Busted site and everywheres sold out. Not fair!
The newest date for Darius's new single is Feb 23rd. Its driving me crazy like my guitar when its coming out soo annoying, i hope it blows my mind and i don't have to buy it just cus its Darius.
Back to guitaring, i've already scrached my guitar on the back and its got loads of marks on it i need to clean off. :(. i'm going to ask Phillip for help. i need help. He'll help me i'm sure. i didn't think i needed help i thought i could teach myself. its hard then i thought. i need phillips help. i'm going to ask if i can ask him to come over @ the weekend. i need help. especially if miss has remembered to hand in my forms for oap thing, now i wish i wasn't doing it alone, i wish i had either phillip behind me playing the guitar or Becky and Katie and Emily in there band behind me.Oh god wot have i done? I have to do it thou if i back down i'll kill myself with i wish i had or i should have or my personly favourite do u think i should have done? i no i have do my best. u can only do ur best. if i do anything else i'll be so annoyed and gutted.
I really want to . i'm going to.
I wrote wot i think is a better v of my song for the oap party. wot do u think?
I was getting to like the rain.
But now the suns come out again.
I can see thew clouds, you're the light.
And its shining so bright.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
Your voice is the sweetest
Your eyes are the brownest
Your hair is the blondest
I’ve ever seen.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
I am so under you spell; it’s killing me inside,
I’m so cool and normal on the outside.
I see you sitting there, I take my seat.
I never stop my stare, are eyes meet.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
Now it never rain,
Sun is always shining,
Know clouds are in sight, you’re the light
And shining so bright.
Were in flight.
And I can’t tell the butterflies to stop,
I can’t tell this feeling to stop,
And I can’t tell, I can’t tell
My heart it’s gotta stop.
That’s not what u and I want.
X2
“I can’t tell the butterflies to stop.”
wot do u think?
I like it better than my old one.
i just need to do the hard part the music. i'd love to fall back on the gd old piano but ofcourse i but singing and guitar. :(
The book i'm reading is called Fiestan. by kate cann. i like it. very romantic. and it's making me wish my life was romantic which at the mo it totally isn't. huh. i'm on page 277 out of 312. I don't want my book to finish. i want to no wot happens after the end. where this event leads them its like that with movies to. like the one i saw earlier.
I think i should talk about my holiday.
I relised i didn't tell people i was going on holiday or this journal strange. i told my best friends thou and when i come bk with this wicked tan i think people will get the idea. :).
I brought rock for everyone. i was going to get kerryn this sprakly rock as in rock but i didn't cus the shops werent that gd and u it was going to be hard to find other gifts that weren't lame. even thou rock isn't great but i like rock :) so if they don't want it i'll eat it. :) i'll get them something nice in america i still dunno if Vickies coming. I'd like her to. More than skye anyway she annoys me copying me not giving me space getting all the attettion cus she got "problems." to be honest i couldn't careless about her stupid problems. she brought them on her self. my problems does anyone care no cus apreatly i have a great life a wonderful one and i don't no the meaning of problem, i'm soilded and a gold digger and can't wait for my dad to kill over so i get the inherts. thats not me @ all. i have problems but i don't share them like her. I keep them inside cus to be honest some i'm embrassed about. so she was annoying. people need space, she never gives me any.
I got rock for:
Becky,
Katie,
Vickie,
Sarah,
Kerryn,
Gertrude,
And Phillip.
:)
Back to my holiday. erm wot happened?
Nice flight there. Last time i went to tennfie was when........
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i have 2 go my dads shout at me to go to bed.
i'll finish on monday i guess.
Bye bye.
x-x-x-x-
Marie.
x-x-x-x-