Apr 20, 2004 22:58
i poured myself a glass of vodka and i soaked in the bathtub. american football played and the steam rose off of me. i layed there emotionless thinking of absolutely nothing. my throat burned. and a happy birthday to you. a very happy birthday to you. early one at that. you are truly amazing.
her trendiness bothers me. and i need attention. more than youre giving me. maybe im an attention whore. maybe im tired. maybe i shouldnt drink alone. maybe i need chapstick. maybe your name irritates the fuck out of me. 4:20 is gay. oh yay its 420 lets all go smoke weed. why not 5:15. youre gay. who cares if its the cop code for marijuana. its still lame. oh you make me happy. i want to make out. i like lip rings and it would really mean a lot if you sent me an extra one in the mail. any of you. because im too poor to buy my own. and i need it done. and fuck youre annoying me. okay. i need chapstick. and a job but im too lazy. i need to go see death cab and i think i am. arent you jealous. you should be. i hate pizza. only right now though. i need to brush my teeth. i wish it were difficult for me to put lipstick on because my lipring was in the way. too bad i dont wear lipstick or have a lip ring. TOO BAD YOURE BEAUTIFUL. yohoho. today was fun. i went to the telethon and met up with kyle, coltin, and captain kirk. me and sam did. and then chris. we went to the parking lot then to gas city then back to the telethon. we picked up chris then we all went to the mall except sam. oh and to papa johns where the guys talked about furby. ew. she is ugly. anyway. im almost naked right now. and kyle is beginning to bother me. not baker. but its because lately he has been an asshole to more than just me adn even though he says jk you can tell there is truth in it and it sucks to hear those kind of things come from someones mouth who used to be one of your best friends. really sucks. things change. some for the worst. and this is for the worst. i hope you read this and i hope you realize that i miss you as my best guy friend. and although i may not have been your best girl friend thats okay. because i had fun with you. i have to take a geometry test tomorrow bitches. thats lame. math is fuckin a bag of doush. i hate it. and i hate typing when my lips are chapped. make out with me. i just missed it. its 11:12.