there's a piece of YOU in every single second of every single day
i've decided that nathan scott from one tree hill is the guy of my dreams.
maybe it's because he's so nice, caring, sweet, and in love with who he's with, or maybe it's just because he's so damn fine. i used to be all about lucas, but now he's, like...kind of an asshole. nathan's just better. and hotter.
nathan scott, get in my life.
DAMN<3
my brain hurts.
never in my life has my brain hurt this much. AP euro final today BLEW. honestly it wasn't that bad, but it was SO much history just staring you in the face for over THREE hours, and that's all you had to complete it. but i feel borderline confident about how i did, which is rare for me. the multiple choice wasn't that difficult; i knew the majority of them, and when i got to the ones i was just like, "what the hell, harv, we did NOTHING on this," i just picked what made sense because i had no time to think things through. the school was so dark, since it was, um...9 in the morning on a SATURDAY? it seemed so empty, deserted. you know that song, "i wanna run through the halls of my high school.." i think it's from some john mayer song..well, i wanted to, but instead i did a cartwheel. then came the essays, which i bullshitted. the DBQ was alright, relationship between the irish and the english. duh, hatred. so the info's all right there, and you just copy it. but the historical essays SUCKED, and i'm so upset because i had written one earlier in the year and did alright on it. and when i saw that one on the exam, i thought i knew what i was doing. then i went to do it, and i blanked as to when and where alexander dubcek experimented with "communism with a human face." i remembered that phrase, though. and i didn't know what the hell imre nagy wanted for hungary in 1956, but at one point, i knew that like the back of my hand. the other essay...well, i don't know when italy invaded ethiopia. 1936? but i know they did, and no one did anything. and hitler invaded a bunch of places, and no one did anything, and while they practiced appeasement to avoid war again, it blew up in their faces. i felt like writing that.
now i'm more or less done history for the year.
i need to go blow off some steam.