Words I Can't Say...
Life continues to make me want to build an underground dwelling for myself. Embracing things that I wish weren't true isn't too fun. I just know it is better to be realistic than to wish upon too many stars and be disappointed. I wish I had a home in Dallas, but I don't. I wish I was loved the way I want to be loved by people in my life. It will all be hopefully better soon though, just about a month and a half-ish more and I will be in good ole Austin.
I hate how set society is in their definitions of beauty, for example I was told I needed to tan today, SCREW THAT. I am fine with my skin color, plus dont have to go buy darker foundation and powder. I mean seriously, I know I need to make some adjustments for the theatre world, but otherwise I will be however I want thank-you very much.
This weekend was interesting, I learned I never want to work anywhere ever again that has anything to do with the release of a harry potter book. Making tons and tons of espresso drinks all by myself wasn't exactly wonderful, the damn espresso machine emits sauna like heat waves. I also had good times with Eden, Sarah, and Jason. Im actually waiting for Sarah to arrive to come save me currently.
Final words: Aug 26th needs to arrive very very soon.
I hate how set society is in their definitions of beauty, for example I was told I needed to tan today, SCREW THAT. I am fine with my skin color, plus dont have to go buy darker foundation and powder. I mean seriously, I know I need to make some adjustments for the theatre world, but otherwise I will be however I want thank-you very much.
This weekend was interesting, I learned I never want to work anywhere ever again that has anything to do with the release of a harry potter book. Making tons and tons of espresso drinks all by myself wasn't exactly wonderful, the damn espresso machine emits sauna like heat waves. I also had good times with Eden, Sarah, and Jason. Im actually waiting for Sarah to arrive to come save me currently.
Final words: Aug 26th needs to arrive very very soon.