I was dead in the water...
Ok, I think I am getting myself through it and am already on the road to not giving a damn. What oddly has really helped me (but been a bit tough to read due to certain facts it makes me face) is reading He's Just Not That Into You. I wasn't viewing it as his loss, I viewed it as my own. I know Im insane, no need to tell me. I had my eyes opened to that it's his loss to not have a girl as great as me. (Not trying to praise myself, I just know Im worthwhile!) So, I am actually alright with just going back to being friends. Erm, more like 90% down with it. Hey, I am not a magician, don't know how to TOTALLY feel fine yet with him. Man, what if I was a magician, a good one...that would be cool. YAY FOR MY TANGENT MOMENTS! I have hopes for the fall and know with my new aura of actually being available things could definitely take a turn for the better. I am not however saying that I have to be in a relationship to be happy. I just happen to enjoy that kind of happiness and definitely am not opposed to it.
Sometimes I really would like to know who actually reads this because only a few of the same people actually leave comments. Then I find out there are other people who read it and I wonder what keeps them reading it in secret. Haha, not everyone that doesn't comment secretly reads this, but I think its obvious what I mean. There is hope of me getting a new laptop soon, YAY! I feel bad using Christie's all the time because #1 she should be able to use her's whenever she wants #2 I hate not being able to be on as long or short as I wish like I could when my old lappy wasn't so, well, old. BRENNA WHEN ARE YOU JAZZING THIS BABY UP?! Bowie is crying right now because he is not featured in my LJ! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE WORDS THAT IM TYPING?! I REPEAT,BRENNA HE IS CRYING!
Oh man, I found that a little too funny. Moving on, next week I am going to be working A TON. 42 hours mah friends. Hey, the pay shall be great, but the life outside of work non-existent. I hope I get everything I want and need taken care of before I go back to school, hmm we shall see. I have more to talk about, but I believe this is enough for my viewers to take in. Seeing the awesome grandma rosie tomorrow, woohoo.
<3
Lila
Sometimes I really would like to know who actually reads this because only a few of the same people actually leave comments. Then I find out there are other people who read it and I wonder what keeps them reading it in secret. Haha, not everyone that doesn't comment secretly reads this, but I think its obvious what I mean. There is hope of me getting a new laptop soon, YAY! I feel bad using Christie's all the time because #1 she should be able to use her's whenever she wants #2 I hate not being able to be on as long or short as I wish like I could when my old lappy wasn't so, well, old. BRENNA WHEN ARE YOU JAZZING THIS BABY UP?! Bowie is crying right now because he is not featured in my LJ! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE WORDS THAT IM TYPING?! I REPEAT,BRENNA HE IS CRYING!
Oh man, I found that a little too funny. Moving on, next week I am going to be working A TON. 42 hours mah friends. Hey, the pay shall be great, but the life outside of work non-existent. I hope I get everything I want and need taken care of before I go back to school, hmm we shall see. I have more to talk about, but I believe this is enough for my viewers to take in. Seeing the awesome grandma rosie tomorrow, woohoo.
<3
Lila