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august 11th was the worst day of my entire life. The past week i realized i had never felt so upset and angry and confused and mad ever either. My heart felt like it had a giant hole in it that was never going to mend. i cried nonstop for a week.
yesterday tho, i finally felt better. i didnt want it to end this way, but i suppose it really is better now than it would have been if i was already in phili. im sorry i took my best friend for granted for the last 5 months and thats really what im most upset about now. i love my kirsten marie to death and looking back i realize that i never should have given him everything i had - including my best friend. thank god ur best friend is always there for you.
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yesterday tho, i finally felt better. i didnt want it to end this way, but i suppose it really is better now than it would have been if i was already in phili. im sorry i took my best friend for granted for the last 5 months and thats really what im most upset about now. i love my kirsten marie to death and looking back i realize that i never should have given him everything i had - including my best friend. thank god ur best friend is always there for you.
em+kmn=bbfl