wow...
Almost a year since I updated and lots has changed and also rearranged. I am still with Chris which I suppose is good. We did not tie the knot because of a shift in location. We have moved to CT, which as it turns out is only temporary...
Since moving here, almost 6 months ago, I have gained about 13lbs, which is seriously not a lot, but I hate it. There is nothing to do in CT and aside from the few friends that venture to this part of the state, there is no one that I am used to hanging out with around here..
I suppose I should just be grateful that within a few months time (April 3rd) Chris and I are planning on moving to Miami. While I am excited to be moving, I am also apprehensive. Mostly because I have always thought of Florida as the place where people go to die. I also think this might have something to do with my mother; and me trying to put myself in a situation where her presence or lack thereof is as strong in others as it is in me. I also feel like this could lead to my demise. Is it bad that I also want others to be around others that seem to miss her as much as I do?
Either way, we are on the move. Although I miss Paco terribly, we are going to get another dog and let Erin keep him because I am sure he has settled in quite nicely in his new place.
I think I am gonna try to update more often, there are a lot of things that have been going on in my life that I would love to have written aout, but completely forgot about my livejournal.
-Rondell
Since moving here, almost 6 months ago, I have gained about 13lbs, which is seriously not a lot, but I hate it. There is nothing to do in CT and aside from the few friends that venture to this part of the state, there is no one that I am used to hanging out with around here..
I suppose I should just be grateful that within a few months time (April 3rd) Chris and I are planning on moving to Miami. While I am excited to be moving, I am also apprehensive. Mostly because I have always thought of Florida as the place where people go to die. I also think this might have something to do with my mother; and me trying to put myself in a situation where her presence or lack thereof is as strong in others as it is in me. I also feel like this could lead to my demise. Is it bad that I also want others to be around others that seem to miss her as much as I do?
Either way, we are on the move. Although I miss Paco terribly, we are going to get another dog and let Erin keep him because I am sure he has settled in quite nicely in his new place.
I think I am gonna try to update more often, there are a lot of things that have been going on in my life that I would love to have written aout, but completely forgot about my livejournal.
-Rondell