GOSH
Okay, so I have not updated nearly as much as I should have, which is probably not good, but it's not bad. I honestly work and go home. What a life. I have, however, been desiring a visit with NYC like it's my job. A city where there is constantly something to do would be nice for once. Not to say that Portland doesn't offer me a lot to do (I actually do things here, believe it or not). I do like the fact that I am so loved at my job, they are already trying to do things to promote me, which makes me a happy camper... or should I say supervisor.
I have been looking back on my life and things from my past which normally puts me in a panic mode, which sucks, but as of late it's been putting me more at ease. Not necessarily anything bad, but just taking stock of my life. For example, anyone who knows me knows what an ordeal my life was (or at least I thought it was) when I first moved here. I like to thank (and I KNOW this sounds bad) my mother's death for putting things into perspective. Nothing can be as bad in life as having it end abruptly, so I just roll with the punches... so to speak.
okay, I will go and do a private entry to put in better detail what I am thinking, so that way I can get it out and have ti be done. No more pondering or any of that crap... besides... it's 6:16 and I have time to kill before having to be at work for an organizing party (Am I a geek for looking forward to going to work after it's closed to organize the store for a couple of hours? Perhaps)
I have been looking back on my life and things from my past which normally puts me in a panic mode, which sucks, but as of late it's been putting me more at ease. Not necessarily anything bad, but just taking stock of my life. For example, anyone who knows me knows what an ordeal my life was (or at least I thought it was) when I first moved here. I like to thank (and I KNOW this sounds bad) my mother's death for putting things into perspective. Nothing can be as bad in life as having it end abruptly, so I just roll with the punches... so to speak.
okay, I will go and do a private entry to put in better detail what I am thinking, so that way I can get it out and have ti be done. No more pondering or any of that crap... besides... it's 6:16 and I have time to kill before having to be at work for an organizing party (Am I a geek for looking forward to going to work after it's closed to organize the store for a couple of hours? Perhaps)