The really long weekend
Lala! Okay so we didnt have school thursday or friday & well that was pretty cool, except for the simple fact that we have to make it up. Haha! But oh well.
Thursday I didnt really do anything. I spent the night at Stephanies and we just kind of hung out and went christmas shopping. She asked me what I wanted for christmas and I told her that I wanted some litle boy underwear. lol. So she got me some. And although Katie and I are the only two people that like them. Woot! I was sitting there using the laptop and then I got a phone call from my mom asking me if I was going to come home and I told her no. Then there was this really weird akward silence and she said she had to tell me something..and I told her not even to finish her sentence because I knew what she was about to say. My great grandmother died =[. She was really ill &&& now she is in a better place with her husband. I cried for like an hour. And I didnt know what to think. But I felt really stupid sitting there crying infront of Stephys family. But I dont think they really minded much. Bryce got home that night &&& I asked him where he had been, because he hadnt got online like all day and usually thats odd. But yeah. HE told me that he went christmas shopping and got high. Which would explain why I didnt talk to him all day. lol. Oh well. I was hoping to have school Friday (sorta)
Friday morning I woke up. I slept pretty good. Josh was awake and he was bitching because Stephanie didnt want to give him none first thing in the morning. So that turned into a minor argument. Im glad Bryce doesnt base our relationship completely on sex. Than that would get old. Nevermind..lol. Sex could never get old with Byrce =]. But yeah. After the argument Stephanie took me up to my moms work so I could get some money, took me to get cigarettes and then she dropped me off at Katies. Katie was in a good mood...because she got to see Caleb at the movies. &&& apparently she likes him alotalotalot.
So after being at Katies for like a freakin hour...Brycey showed up &&& I was happy. We hung out pretty much all day until it was time to go to the show. Katie kept getting mad at us I think. Because Bryce and I kept going into the spare bedroom to be alone &&& we left Katie by herself. Its not my fault Bryce is irresistable. lol. But dang! She ended up talking to Kris and him and Peewee were supposed to come to the show if Jackson wanted to. Angelica and Joe were also supposed to come with us...but Angelica never showed up from Ohio! And we were all very worried about her.
After waiting forever for Angelica..we finally realized that it was getting late. so Cindy took Katie,Bryce and I to the show. We weren't there long before there were like 6 cops outside sitting out there. I dont know what was going on exactly. But supposively there was going to be a drug bust. But that never happened. I saw a bunch of people at the show, but again...I just kinda hung out with Bryce the entire time. lol. Teddy promised me that he would dedicate ScrapBook Memories to me next Friday in Elon if I came. So now I have decided its a must. How could I not show up FOR THAT?? I cant wait! I got really pissed of at Isaac because apparently he has a big mouth and a bunch of shit went around about him and Katie so I had to do what a best friend would do and I asked him what the fuck his problem was. He said all this stupid shit. &&& then he tried to hit on me. But oh well. He will get over it. Cuz thats definitely a no. Plus, theres rumors that Isaac has STD's. lol. Oh my~ Plus..I have the best boyfriend ever.
After the show Cindy took Katie and I to my house. We were supposed to spend the night at Devlins. But neither one of us really wanted to. lol. So yea. Bryce knows where I live now though. hehe. But yeh. Matt and Dev called us wanting us to hang out but we just kinda kept ingorning them. alotalotalot. Until they randomly showed up at my house. And they were talking to us through my window. lol. I felt like I was in 6th grade again. lol. It was really fucking late in the morning and I had to wake up early the next day for that funeral. And matt was fucked up on coke and dev was drunk off of his ass. lol. Matt finally got cold to the point that he felt the need to climb in through my window. && we couldnt stop him either. lol. He was being really loud too. Im surprised my mom didnt wake up and bitch at me. Haha! Thank God though. But they stayed there for a while and finally the left and I got to get some sleep. So woot!
I woke up at like 10:30 so I could get ready for the funeral. And well I guess you could say that I clean up pretty nice. lol. I looked decent. Woot! Granna got there at like 11:15 and we left for Salisbury. That freakin funeral was realllllly long and I was waiting on it to end. I cried for freaking ever. I was really loud. And for some stupid reason I forgot to bring some tissues so I had tears running all the way down my face. It was really annoying. Plus, I couldnt stop crying long enough to sing the hymns with the rest of the congregation. lol. But yeh. I felt so weird. like all of my family was there. and well thats alot.
The funeral ended and I said goodbye to everyone. The Granna, Pop and I went to Lexington Barbeque on the way home for Salisbury. Dahum! that food was uber good. lol. The whole way back to High Point I was sitting there craving a cigarette like hell. I needed one sooo bad. My nerves were completely shot from that funeral. And I was dying inside. Hmm. But I got home and then I called Bryce but for some reason I was really tired. Realllllly tired. I talked to him for a little bit and then I took a little nap. When I woke up a had a really high fever. &&& it sucked. Because I was burning up. But I talked to Bryce when I woke up and than I called Drewbie and I spent the night over at Stephanies because Katie was at the skating rink with Ciara and she wasnt going to be back until 11 and then she was going to PeeWees to see Kris and I didnt really want to go..so I just stayed the night at Stephanies. I didnt really do much. Bryce went to bed pretty early. and because some dumbfuck hacked his myspace so I stayed up really really late finding him a layout and a contact table. I had him one of those online icons but I freakin lost the code for it. But oh well. It looks pretty spiffy I guess. I dont know who hacked his shit. But imma cuss them out when I find out who it is. So yeah
Yesterday was pretty boring too. I diddnt really do much. I went christmas shopping with Stephanie and wrapped all those gifts. Then we watched a movie and ate some supper and then we took Ryan and Zacks presents over to them. & they liked it. Hah we bought them light sabers. Or however you spell it. Hm! Then we took Bonnie and Zeke their presents and after that we were going to leave and head back to High Point but Josh wanted to get high..and to be quit frank I wasnt going to object. Hah! Yeah I was stoned. So I came back to my house and talked to Bryce for a while and then my neighbor came over to my house and told me that her and Matt were about to go to bed & if I wanted to come over and some a Joint with them I could. So I did. And then I was stoned x's 2. I couldnt even fucking move. I dont even remember getting off the phone with Bryce. =[. But the good news is. You know how in my last entry I said that I was in love with Bryce?? Well He sorta read it...even though I told him not to. And then he told me he loved me like Friday. And you should have seen the look on my face. Hehe. It was lit up like a fucking star. So Yay! He didnt see it though...because the first time he said it...we started kissing. So he had his eyes closed. But it was still really special to me. Like I never thought it would turn out like this. So perfectly. But it has. Because I care about this boy hardcore. and apparently he feels the same way about me. And yet again..Im not going to object. at all. lol. So yeah.
Im sitting here in 2nd period, seriously about to fall asleep, but Im trying not to because we have check-offs in here today on how to make an open,closed,surgical, and occupied bed. So yeah. Pretty boring. I dont even really want to be here today. But I guess I dont really have a choice.
We are having a school board meeting tonight to see if we still have school on Wednesday. lol. Which hopefully they will find it in their hearts to be generous. Because I really dont want to go Wednesday. I would much rather be with Bryce. Hes going to be out of town I think on Friday so I wont see him. &&& I dont know if I will see him or not on Saturday. But hopefully I will...because its his birthday. So yeah. Im glad I have Bryce for the holidays. Seriously man. That would suck to be alone on christmas. It also sucked pretty bad to have your great grandmother die right before christmas also. But yeah.
I cant wait until fucking sunday homie. Its going to be christmas. &&& I cant wait! Woot! I love christmas. and usually I dont care too much for my birthday, but seeing how I am turning 18 this year..than Im looking forward to it. Definitely. Hehe! I cant wait...because I buy my own cigarettes and blunts. lol. And Im definitely getting my nose periced. Hehe and a tattoo. So yea. I cant wait wait wait!
Except for one minor detail. Its sad that my boyfriend is definitely probably going to get his liscnese before I do. Which also probably means that he will get a car before I do. But oh well. He can come get me. lol. Im still too scared to drive really. Im really tired and its just getting to the point that I am just rambling on. So imma stop now.
I love Bryce <3
Thursday I didnt really do anything. I spent the night at Stephanies and we just kind of hung out and went christmas shopping. She asked me what I wanted for christmas and I told her that I wanted some litle boy underwear. lol. So she got me some. And although Katie and I are the only two people that like them. Woot! I was sitting there using the laptop and then I got a phone call from my mom asking me if I was going to come home and I told her no. Then there was this really weird akward silence and she said she had to tell me something..and I told her not even to finish her sentence because I knew what she was about to say. My great grandmother died =[. She was really ill &&& now she is in a better place with her husband. I cried for like an hour. And I didnt know what to think. But I felt really stupid sitting there crying infront of Stephys family. But I dont think they really minded much. Bryce got home that night &&& I asked him where he had been, because he hadnt got online like all day and usually thats odd. But yeah. HE told me that he went christmas shopping and got high. Which would explain why I didnt talk to him all day. lol. Oh well. I was hoping to have school Friday (sorta)
Friday morning I woke up. I slept pretty good. Josh was awake and he was bitching because Stephanie didnt want to give him none first thing in the morning. So that turned into a minor argument. Im glad Bryce doesnt base our relationship completely on sex. Than that would get old. Nevermind..lol. Sex could never get old with Byrce =]. But yeah. After the argument Stephanie took me up to my moms work so I could get some money, took me to get cigarettes and then she dropped me off at Katies. Katie was in a good mood...because she got to see Caleb at the movies. &&& apparently she likes him alotalotalot.
So after being at Katies for like a freakin hour...Brycey showed up &&& I was happy. We hung out pretty much all day until it was time to go to the show. Katie kept getting mad at us I think. Because Bryce and I kept going into the spare bedroom to be alone &&& we left Katie by herself. Its not my fault Bryce is irresistable. lol. But dang! She ended up talking to Kris and him and Peewee were supposed to come to the show if Jackson wanted to. Angelica and Joe were also supposed to come with us...but Angelica never showed up from Ohio! And we were all very worried about her.
After waiting forever for Angelica..we finally realized that it was getting late. so Cindy took Katie,Bryce and I to the show. We weren't there long before there were like 6 cops outside sitting out there. I dont know what was going on exactly. But supposively there was going to be a drug bust. But that never happened. I saw a bunch of people at the show, but again...I just kinda hung out with Bryce the entire time. lol. Teddy promised me that he would dedicate ScrapBook Memories to me next Friday in Elon if I came. So now I have decided its a must. How could I not show up FOR THAT?? I cant wait! I got really pissed of at Isaac because apparently he has a big mouth and a bunch of shit went around about him and Katie so I had to do what a best friend would do and I asked him what the fuck his problem was. He said all this stupid shit. &&& then he tried to hit on me. But oh well. He will get over it. Cuz thats definitely a no. Plus, theres rumors that Isaac has STD's. lol. Oh my~ Plus..I have the best boyfriend ever.
After the show Cindy took Katie and I to my house. We were supposed to spend the night at Devlins. But neither one of us really wanted to. lol. So yea. Bryce knows where I live now though. hehe. But yeh. Matt and Dev called us wanting us to hang out but we just kinda kept ingorning them. alotalotalot. Until they randomly showed up at my house. And they were talking to us through my window. lol. I felt like I was in 6th grade again. lol. It was really fucking late in the morning and I had to wake up early the next day for that funeral. And matt was fucked up on coke and dev was drunk off of his ass. lol. Matt finally got cold to the point that he felt the need to climb in through my window. && we couldnt stop him either. lol. He was being really loud too. Im surprised my mom didnt wake up and bitch at me. Haha! Thank God though. But they stayed there for a while and finally the left and I got to get some sleep. So woot!
I woke up at like 10:30 so I could get ready for the funeral. And well I guess you could say that I clean up pretty nice. lol. I looked decent. Woot! Granna got there at like 11:15 and we left for Salisbury. That freakin funeral was realllllly long and I was waiting on it to end. I cried for freaking ever. I was really loud. And for some stupid reason I forgot to bring some tissues so I had tears running all the way down my face. It was really annoying. Plus, I couldnt stop crying long enough to sing the hymns with the rest of the congregation. lol. But yeh. I felt so weird. like all of my family was there. and well thats alot.
The funeral ended and I said goodbye to everyone. The Granna, Pop and I went to Lexington Barbeque on the way home for Salisbury. Dahum! that food was uber good. lol. The whole way back to High Point I was sitting there craving a cigarette like hell. I needed one sooo bad. My nerves were completely shot from that funeral. And I was dying inside. Hmm. But I got home and then I called Bryce but for some reason I was really tired. Realllllly tired. I talked to him for a little bit and then I took a little nap. When I woke up a had a really high fever. &&& it sucked. Because I was burning up. But I talked to Bryce when I woke up and than I called Drewbie and I spent the night over at Stephanies because Katie was at the skating rink with Ciara and she wasnt going to be back until 11 and then she was going to PeeWees to see Kris and I didnt really want to go..so I just stayed the night at Stephanies. I didnt really do much. Bryce went to bed pretty early. and because some dumbfuck hacked his myspace so I stayed up really really late finding him a layout and a contact table. I had him one of those online icons but I freakin lost the code for it. But oh well. It looks pretty spiffy I guess. I dont know who hacked his shit. But imma cuss them out when I find out who it is. So yeah
Yesterday was pretty boring too. I diddnt really do much. I went christmas shopping with Stephanie and wrapped all those gifts. Then we watched a movie and ate some supper and then we took Ryan and Zacks presents over to them. & they liked it. Hah we bought them light sabers. Or however you spell it. Hm! Then we took Bonnie and Zeke their presents and after that we were going to leave and head back to High Point but Josh wanted to get high..and to be quit frank I wasnt going to object. Hah! Yeah I was stoned. So I came back to my house and talked to Bryce for a while and then my neighbor came over to my house and told me that her and Matt were about to go to bed & if I wanted to come over and some a Joint with them I could. So I did. And then I was stoned x's 2. I couldnt even fucking move. I dont even remember getting off the phone with Bryce. =[. But the good news is. You know how in my last entry I said that I was in love with Bryce?? Well He sorta read it...even though I told him not to. And then he told me he loved me like Friday. And you should have seen the look on my face. Hehe. It was lit up like a fucking star. So Yay! He didnt see it though...because the first time he said it...we started kissing. So he had his eyes closed. But it was still really special to me. Like I never thought it would turn out like this. So perfectly. But it has. Because I care about this boy hardcore. and apparently he feels the same way about me. And yet again..Im not going to object. at all. lol. So yeah.
Im sitting here in 2nd period, seriously about to fall asleep, but Im trying not to because we have check-offs in here today on how to make an open,closed,surgical, and occupied bed. So yeah. Pretty boring. I dont even really want to be here today. But I guess I dont really have a choice.
We are having a school board meeting tonight to see if we still have school on Wednesday. lol. Which hopefully they will find it in their hearts to be generous. Because I really dont want to go Wednesday. I would much rather be with Bryce. Hes going to be out of town I think on Friday so I wont see him. &&& I dont know if I will see him or not on Saturday. But hopefully I will...because its his birthday. So yeah. Im glad I have Bryce for the holidays. Seriously man. That would suck to be alone on christmas. It also sucked pretty bad to have your great grandmother die right before christmas also. But yeah.
I cant wait until fucking sunday homie. Its going to be christmas. &&& I cant wait! Woot! I love christmas. and usually I dont care too much for my birthday, but seeing how I am turning 18 this year..than Im looking forward to it. Definitely. Hehe! I cant wait...because I buy my own cigarettes and blunts. lol. And Im definitely getting my nose periced. Hehe and a tattoo. So yea. I cant wait wait wait!
Except for one minor detail. Its sad that my boyfriend is definitely probably going to get his liscnese before I do. Which also probably means that he will get a car before I do. But oh well. He can come get me. lol. Im still too scared to drive really. Im really tired and its just getting to the point that I am just rambling on. So imma stop now.
I love Bryce <3