Yesterday Fucking Sucked
I HOPE IT SNOWS TONIGHT....YESSSSH!
So yeah, yesterday was pretty damn boring. I went home straight after school and then my mom took me to the doctor to get my depo-provera shot. &&& It hurt worst than any shot ive ever had. & ive had a million of them, so I dont know why this particular shot hurt so bad. When i first got on Depo in December 2004 I weighed 119 lbs., then when i went back in March 2005 I weighed 127, in June 2005 I weighed 120, in September 2005 I weighed 117 and then yesterday when i went...I weighed 108. Biggggg difference. It sorta scared me && my mom is pushing me to gain some more weight, but I kinda like being this small. Indeed.
Then after I went to the Gyno I took my sister to the orthodontist so she could get that metal thing taken out of the roof of her mouth, but when we got there, her dentist said that he wasnt going to because she hasnt been wearing her bands. And well, she was pissed. But she will get over it because it was her fault anyways. She will learn one day. Braces aint cheap goddamn!
Gino broke up with Kaylin &&& I felt so bad for her because she liked him a whole bunch. I mean alot alot. And that sucked for her. I know how it feels, I really do. But eh, oh well.
After the Ortho, we went to Wendy's to eat and then we took my sisters home. On the way home from there, my Granna called me and asked me if I wanted to go out to eat with her and Pop and I told them that I had already eaten but that I would go and talk to them while they ate. It didnt really go down like that lol. We got there and I ordered cinnaSticks..and damn were they good. Oh yesss! I ended up eating 2 peices of pizza too. I was so damn full. My mom forgot to pay my phone bill yesterday and that sucked because I pretty much had to go all day without talking to Bryce and it killed me. So I basically just sat at home after going out with my grandparents and cleaned the whole damn house. After Pizza Hut though, we did go to Staples, where I ended up spending alot of money on school shit. But hey, atleast I got some new markers and index cards. Woot! Haha. Wow Im hyper
Marlyn came over to my house yesterday, but I didnt answer the door. What the hell does he want from me? Hes the one that was trash talking me and that hurt really bad, and then hes going to have the nerve to come over??? WTF?? God that makes me mad, oh well. I didnt have to see him anyway. Pssh!
I didnt get to talk to Katie yesterday either, and that felt weird too, because KAtie and I always talk. I still dont know what we are doing this weekend, at all. I know that she wants to go to the skatepark tonight, so she can go see Matt, but I dont know if we still are. Cuz its like fucking freezing outside. For serious! Eeek! But then tomorrow night I know Katie wants to come to HP for a while and chill and then go back to her house, but I really want to see Bryce and I dont know if she really wants Bryce to hang out with us. Shes been sorta acting weird abotu that lately. But Im fucking going to see him this weekend, because I didnt last weekend and it was hell. For both of us. :[
Well I dont really have much else to say. I really miss byrce...so imma hold out until this class is finally fucking over and then imma call him. I might go to Katies afterschool. <3
So yeah, yesterday was pretty damn boring. I went home straight after school and then my mom took me to the doctor to get my depo-provera shot. &&& It hurt worst than any shot ive ever had. & ive had a million of them, so I dont know why this particular shot hurt so bad. When i first got on Depo in December 2004 I weighed 119 lbs., then when i went back in March 2005 I weighed 127, in June 2005 I weighed 120, in September 2005 I weighed 117 and then yesterday when i went...I weighed 108. Biggggg difference. It sorta scared me && my mom is pushing me to gain some more weight, but I kinda like being this small. Indeed.
Then after I went to the Gyno I took my sister to the orthodontist so she could get that metal thing taken out of the roof of her mouth, but when we got there, her dentist said that he wasnt going to because she hasnt been wearing her bands. And well, she was pissed. But she will get over it because it was her fault anyways. She will learn one day. Braces aint cheap goddamn!
Gino broke up with Kaylin &&& I felt so bad for her because she liked him a whole bunch. I mean alot alot. And that sucked for her. I know how it feels, I really do. But eh, oh well.
After the Ortho, we went to Wendy's to eat and then we took my sisters home. On the way home from there, my Granna called me and asked me if I wanted to go out to eat with her and Pop and I told them that I had already eaten but that I would go and talk to them while they ate. It didnt really go down like that lol. We got there and I ordered cinnaSticks..and damn were they good. Oh yesss! I ended up eating 2 peices of pizza too. I was so damn full. My mom forgot to pay my phone bill yesterday and that sucked because I pretty much had to go all day without talking to Bryce and it killed me. So I basically just sat at home after going out with my grandparents and cleaned the whole damn house. After Pizza Hut though, we did go to Staples, where I ended up spending alot of money on school shit. But hey, atleast I got some new markers and index cards. Woot! Haha. Wow Im hyper
Marlyn came over to my house yesterday, but I didnt answer the door. What the hell does he want from me? Hes the one that was trash talking me and that hurt really bad, and then hes going to have the nerve to come over??? WTF?? God that makes me mad, oh well. I didnt have to see him anyway. Pssh!
I didnt get to talk to Katie yesterday either, and that felt weird too, because KAtie and I always talk. I still dont know what we are doing this weekend, at all. I know that she wants to go to the skatepark tonight, so she can go see Matt, but I dont know if we still are. Cuz its like fucking freezing outside. For serious! Eeek! But then tomorrow night I know Katie wants to come to HP for a while and chill and then go back to her house, but I really want to see Bryce and I dont know if she really wants Bryce to hang out with us. Shes been sorta acting weird abotu that lately. But Im fucking going to see him this weekend, because I didnt last weekend and it was hell. For both of us. :[
Well I dont really have much else to say. I really miss byrce...so imma hold out until this class is finally fucking over and then imma call him. I might go to Katies afterschool. <3