Hoobastank
Okay, so I got the new Hoobastank CD today when I went to Sioux Falls, and this song describes how I felt, (and still kinda feelin it) when Lisa and I started to drift apart. So yah, ppl, take this to heart:
Never There: By Hoobastank
I'm filling inside like I need to open wide and pour my heart out to you,
But I'll just get denied and all I wanted was someone to hear what I am going thru.
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now but you're never there, you're never there.
You were supposed to see all the signs I left right in front of your face,
You were suppoed to be the closest thing to being me but you're the farthest away,
That's because.....
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now, but your never there, your never there.
And I doubt taht I will ever find out if there's away to get out of feeling all alone,
'Cuz lately I've been thinking maybe that no one's gunna save me, I'll do it on my own...
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now, but your never there, your never there....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So, cha...there you have it. Lisa, I am truly sorry for everything I've ever done to you, but I won't sit and beg for forgivness for being who I am. And you were the only one at the time I thought that would understand...but you didn't seem to care. So...sorry it had to end this way...it was your decision....
Never There: By Hoobastank
I'm filling inside like I need to open wide and pour my heart out to you,
But I'll just get denied and all I wanted was someone to hear what I am going thru.
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now but you're never there, you're never there.
You were supposed to see all the signs I left right in front of your face,
You were suppoed to be the closest thing to being me but you're the farthest away,
That's because.....
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now, but your never there, your never there.
And I doubt taht I will ever find out if there's away to get out of feeling all alone,
'Cuz lately I've been thinking maybe that no one's gunna save me, I'll do it on my own...
Everytime that I need you around your never there,
Because in my life is where I need you now, but your never there, your never there....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
So, cha...there you have it. Lisa, I am truly sorry for everything I've ever done to you, but I won't sit and beg for forgivness for being who I am. And you were the only one at the time I thought that would understand...but you didn't seem to care. So...sorry it had to end this way...it was your decision....