R.I.P Chubby
i get a call at eight something in the morning and guess who it is? Connie. She's crying her eyes trying to tell me something but she was crying so hard that she couldn't even speak. when she tried she was practically screaming at me. she told me that chubby, her dog, died yesterday. they vet said they had to put him down. i didn't even know what to say. i was just shocked. i tried telling her it would be alright but she was just so sad i didn't know what to do. iknow she cared about him a lot but she told me that she could still his eyes (he had really bitchin eyes.. unlike a lot of dogs) and how they were so filled with pain. like they were asking 'why? why are you letting me die' i actually started cryin with her. i didn't know what else to do. i loved chub too, he was a great dog.. he really helped connie control her cutting problem. so she said she had to go because she was gunn a call her dad and i waslike "you;re not going to cut yourself right?" and she just burst out crying again and hung up on me. that means she is.damnit damn it damnit.
sorry for my lack of updates.. job is kickin my ass. I get there everyday at 5 in the afternoon after hanging out with Blue and Brad all day just so i can get to work and leave at midnight. dude our mall doesn't even close at midnight. wtf? i'm like "if nobody is in the mall why can't i just leave and let jeff clean up? i did all my work" and my boss is like bustin my balls talking about how since i'm new i should be doing jeffs job. fuck no. sarah doesn't even have to work everyday. apparently i'm supposed to wait a month till i can set my own hours or something. damn you hot topic! damnyou!
hung out with M. today is our.. eh... 4 month ann. i got her a big invader zim stuffed animal thing and some new guitar tabs for her favorite songs. oh yeah, and the taking back sunday CD. it is a lot easier now when i get paid every week i can buy her whatever i want. i know she doesn't care if i buy her anything but oh well i like doing it for her.
gotta go help my mom i'll update later
sorry for my lack of updates.. job is kickin my ass. I get there everyday at 5 in the afternoon after hanging out with Blue and Brad all day just so i can get to work and leave at midnight. dude our mall doesn't even close at midnight. wtf? i'm like "if nobody is in the mall why can't i just leave and let jeff clean up? i did all my work" and my boss is like bustin my balls talking about how since i'm new i should be doing jeffs job. fuck no. sarah doesn't even have to work everyday. apparently i'm supposed to wait a month till i can set my own hours or something. damn you hot topic! damnyou!
hung out with M. today is our.. eh... 4 month ann. i got her a big invader zim stuffed animal thing and some new guitar tabs for her favorite songs. oh yeah, and the taking back sunday CD. it is a lot easier now when i get paid every week i can buy her whatever i want. i know she doesn't care if i buy her anything but oh well i like doing it for her.
gotta go help my mom i'll update later