theory.
ok friday night's show was off the hook. im serious. best show in awhile. i really enjoyed myself, and seeing people, and smiling/laughing lots. well needed. well appreciated. i think life is just made up of a bunch of moments, moments last a short while, sometimes people try to live in a moment for too long. you have to think about whats going on now, at this point in time. is one moment of pleasure worth it in the long run? people shouldn't pretend to care, everyone was brought up selfish. i don't believe in marriage. i don't need a boy, i need companionship. i want to party badly but none of my close friends do..so that sucks. maybeineedsomefriendswhowillletloosewithme. deep, deep in the fiction we liveeeeeeeeeeeeee. my life cant revolve around one person, not anybody. so, for the summer i made a list of books to read, movies to watch, and people to see. i need to stay active and find things to do everyday. or ill just rot away in my room (its going to be like 90 degrees in there too). i probably wont have the internet to entertain me either :-/ negativenegative because that is the way most of my friends communicate so i find it hard to squeeze myself in sometimes.
yesterday my mom and i went on a slurpee run after playin some b-ball right..yeah and so we're driving down river road and this guy sticks his head out of a truck and starts waving and smiling at me..and then gets behind and speeds up to catch up with us and the whole while hes just yelling "you're cute you're cute" haha. i was kind of floating after that. OH and i must mention this boy i saw last week. Marissa is giving me a ride home and i catch a glimpse of this nice figurine of a boy standing at the crosswalk. and i stare and i say aloud "who is that?!" and he sees me eyeing him and gives me the sexiest crooked smile. aw. i about melted and died right there. i shall not forget him..
i have my favorites.
thats all i need.
they make the rest of the world blur away.
and did i mention how much i hate speeches? i just gave one and im a shaky mess. poo on school.
yesterday my mom and i went on a slurpee run after playin some b-ball right..yeah and so we're driving down river road and this guy sticks his head out of a truck and starts waving and smiling at me..and then gets behind and speeds up to catch up with us and the whole while hes just yelling "you're cute you're cute" haha. i was kind of floating after that. OH and i must mention this boy i saw last week. Marissa is giving me a ride home and i catch a glimpse of this nice figurine of a boy standing at the crosswalk. and i stare and i say aloud "who is that?!" and he sees me eyeing him and gives me the sexiest crooked smile. aw. i about melted and died right there. i shall not forget him..
i have my favorites.
thats all i need.
they make the rest of the world blur away.
and did i mention how much i hate speeches? i just gave one and im a shaky mess. poo on school.