sigh
So, kinda sad...and dizzy/tired etc.
I got sick last week it started as a cold and this weekend I was going to McDaniel to see Quake and favorites and I was all excited! Until I couldn't breathe, see, stand..YEAH. I had a fever on friday night and saturday I went to the doctor and he said I have bronchitis and a sinus infection- surprise surprise. But i sucks, i'm not ready to be back here yet, i'm really not...I feel horrible, and it's still hard for me to breathe...All I want is to lie around and watch movies or have someone hold me < which clearly isn't happening right now...so that's out of the question. I have 2 exams this week. Also, I get this wonderful feeling that because I am ill i'm "annoying" certain residents in my suite. It's not like I want to be here either...sorry I cough, sorry I look like hell...sorry. (please note, there was a quote here...but i have edited it out! so you can enjoy this static instead: sssshzzzzzzzzbhfoish ghz;n;vozihfgnvklfhboizen;dc)
damn, i'm selfish sounding
..and because I didn't go up to McD I feel like i've missed out on something...and no one will talk to me! How was it? What's going on? Does anyone care?
no, cause no one reads this...cause i'm boring.
Yeah, Jen has no "friends", she can handle things herself. mmhmm.
I want comfort/acknowledgement...and I dont get it...but i'm kinda used to that. Some others always have to be first no matter, because they are actually selfish and don't realize it. Perhaps it's best to let them do their thing.
this journal has no direction or purpose.
I must go and try to memorize every bone and tissue in the body by tomorrow.
baaaaaahhhh.
I got sick last week it started as a cold and this weekend I was going to McDaniel to see Quake and favorites and I was all excited! Until I couldn't breathe, see, stand..YEAH. I had a fever on friday night and saturday I went to the doctor and he said I have bronchitis and a sinus infection- surprise surprise. But i sucks, i'm not ready to be back here yet, i'm really not...I feel horrible, and it's still hard for me to breathe...All I want is to lie around and watch movies or have someone hold me < which clearly isn't happening right now...so that's out of the question. I have 2 exams this week. Also, I get this wonderful feeling that because I am ill i'm "annoying" certain residents in my suite. It's not like I want to be here either...sorry I cough, sorry I look like hell...sorry. (please note, there was a quote here...but i have edited it out! so you can enjoy this static instead: sssshzzzzzzzzbhfoish ghz;n;vozihfgnvklfhboizen;dc)
damn, i'm selfish sounding
..and because I didn't go up to McD I feel like i've missed out on something...and no one will talk to me! How was it? What's going on? Does anyone care?
no, cause no one reads this...cause i'm boring.
Yeah, Jen has no "friends", she can handle things herself. mmhmm.
I want comfort/acknowledgement...and I dont get it...but i'm kinda used to that. Some others always have to be first no matter, because they are actually selfish and don't realize it. Perhaps it's best to let them do their thing.
this journal has no direction or purpose.
I must go and try to memorize every bone and tissue in the body by tomorrow.
baaaaaahhhh.