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I am pissed off at the world.
I am so sick and tired of everyone's bullshit. From my "best friend" telling me she don't appriciate me cussing guys whom do not think highly of her to my grandmother being put in the hospital. I am so tired of people. ah. That's life. I would just love to isolate myself for 24 hours.
I hate the holidays. I think it's because every year I have been alone, no one to share Christmas with, or the New Year. I miss my grandparents, I miss my aunts and uncles, and I miss my cousins. You really don't appriciate family get-togethers until you don't have them.
I have become so depressed over these past few weeks. The fact I miss him, people are just so immature and childish it erks me, my grandmother is depressed and admitted herself to the hospital today because of her heart, I am going to be alone on the holidays; yet again, I miss Pennsylvania, I am tired of school, and I feel like I am not accomplishing anything. I am just really worried about my grandma, she is the onewho taught me how to walk, the one I called when I lost a tooth, the one I used to spend afternoons with, the one I admire for everything she does and everything she has done.
- sighs -
I'm done.
I am so sick and tired of everyone's bullshit. From my "best friend" telling me she don't appriciate me cussing guys whom do not think highly of her to my grandmother being put in the hospital. I am so tired of people. ah. That's life. I would just love to isolate myself for 24 hours.
I hate the holidays. I think it's because every year I have been alone, no one to share Christmas with, or the New Year. I miss my grandparents, I miss my aunts and uncles, and I miss my cousins. You really don't appriciate family get-togethers until you don't have them.
I have become so depressed over these past few weeks. The fact I miss him, people are just so immature and childish it erks me, my grandmother is depressed and admitted herself to the hospital today because of her heart, I am going to be alone on the holidays; yet again, I miss Pennsylvania, I am tired of school, and I feel like I am not accomplishing anything. I am just really worried about my grandma, she is the onewho taught me how to walk, the one I called when I lost a tooth, the one I used to spend afternoons with, the one I admire for everything she does and everything she has done.
- sighs -
I'm done.