Am I More Than You Bargained For Yet??
- sigh - I left school early today because I have a headache from hell and I am so fucking tired. I don't think I've been 'awake' for a long time actually.
So, last night i went to the game with Jessica.. It was fun, as always. I ended up meeting up with Bre, haven't seen her in ages. I need to stop doing the things I do. I lie to myself to often. I promised him and I promised myself I wouldn't do that again. gah, i despise myself.
I get my license in 9 days. :)
I put my application in at Wendy's. She said I would get a phone call tomorrow and she can guarantee I get the job. I need the money, and it's not like him and I will hang out every weekend like we used to. So why shouldn't I get a job? It will give me something to occupy my time with and keep my mind off things, hopefully my grades will stay the same or even approve.
I really hate fall, I am so fucking not myself. I have an attitude from hell with everyone and I don't mean to, I just say what's on my mind.
I've been thinking a lot lately about my past relationships. And with some of them, I don't even know why they ended. :\ I think really, the only one I regret deeply is Glen and I's. That was my fault mostly. It wasn't mature of us to get other people in the middle, but I do regret that.
I miss Katie.
Jessy is going to mother my children. hahah
Well, I am going to go be a couch potatoe.
<3
So, last night i went to the game with Jessica.. It was fun, as always. I ended up meeting up with Bre, haven't seen her in ages. I need to stop doing the things I do. I lie to myself to often. I promised him and I promised myself I wouldn't do that again. gah, i despise myself.
I get my license in 9 days. :)
I put my application in at Wendy's. She said I would get a phone call tomorrow and she can guarantee I get the job. I need the money, and it's not like him and I will hang out every weekend like we used to. So why shouldn't I get a job? It will give me something to occupy my time with and keep my mind off things, hopefully my grades will stay the same or even approve.
I really hate fall, I am so fucking not myself. I have an attitude from hell with everyone and I don't mean to, I just say what's on my mind.
I've been thinking a lot lately about my past relationships. And with some of them, I don't even know why they ended. :\ I think really, the only one I regret deeply is Glen and I's. That was my fault mostly. It wasn't mature of us to get other people in the middle, but I do regret that.
I miss Katie.
Jessy is going to mother my children. hahah
Well, I am going to go be a couch potatoe.
<3