i just don't know anymore...
is it even worth pursuing?
or should i just leave things alone?
why is everything so damn complicated?
is anything ever easy?
i wish everyone wasn't in college.
i wish i liked guys my age. i think i have a problem.
2 years isn't that bad? i always feel like such a baby.
i HATE it!!!
i'm just so confused. should i give up?
& then there's this kid... oh this kid i can't get out of my head.
i'm not sure if i like him or if it's just a need to be there for him
(it's so complicated)
& even that would never work cause well he's going to college and he SO much going on!
i don't want to have any emotions any more. someone take them away.
i don't want to feel anything any more... i think it would be easier this way.
or should i just leave things alone?
why is everything so damn complicated?
is anything ever easy?
i wish everyone wasn't in college.
i wish i liked guys my age. i think i have a problem.
2 years isn't that bad? i always feel like such a baby.
i HATE it!!!
i'm just so confused. should i give up?
& then there's this kid... oh this kid i can't get out of my head.
i'm not sure if i like him or if it's just a need to be there for him
(it's so complicated)
& even that would never work cause well he's going to college and he SO much going on!
i don't want to have any emotions any more. someone take them away.
i don't want to feel anything any more... i think it would be easier this way.