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i just got really excited about college for a second after thinking about everythingto come, and how it could be. but then i thought about the process of getting there, and the anticipation will once again be muddled in amongst applications, intense research, and so much shit i dont want to think about right now. hopefully i can keep my excitement till the time actually gets here. i was thinking about majors, and if the whole music/recording thing doesnt work out, i was thinking about civil engineering. i think that would be tight.
in jeremy fasion, i wrote a poem, although not on the spot:
I watched as you knelt to
the coffee table with
your five dollar bill.
I listened when you said
everything is alright
now.
I felt your body,
real and apparent
as danced all around me.
But did you see me when
I forced a casual smile?
Did you hear me bite my
tongue and turn my head when
you crossed the rails?
did you feel my hand
on your shoulder when
absence was present?
I hope not.
Keep your high
as long as you can,
and never come down.
in jeremy fasion, i wrote a poem, although not on the spot:
I watched as you knelt to
the coffee table with
your five dollar bill.
I listened when you said
everything is alright
now.
I felt your body,
real and apparent
as danced all around me.
But did you see me when
I forced a casual smile?
Did you hear me bite my
tongue and turn my head when
you crossed the rails?
did you feel my hand
on your shoulder when
absence was present?
I hope not.
Keep your high
as long as you can,
and never come down.