sympathy from a robot. bing!
last night. we covered the floor in my apartment with a million art supplies and were creative for several hours. jason made the ultimate male. amanda stuck to purple. and mine was a box. my cousin pedro showed up wet and tired at my door. he's such a sweetie. luke became dj luke and we had some dance moves to spare. the alligator called. we were sad because fort night has not happened in like ten years. he made my cheeks hurt from laughing. i'm such a lucky girl. we needed a break so we rounded up some more people and went to amys. ice cream is so good. (jonathan- i had ice cream and it was divine. when you have your ice cream eating days again, let me know) then it was midnight so we had to leave. back at my place we had some more laughs and then i went to bed. alex knocked on my door like ten minutes after i was asleep. went for a short walk. ralphael was there too. we talked art. then he walked me back to my door. so sweet, thank you. i was so tired. i have a paper due by midnight. i'm going to stop at my thesis and then i will welcome sleep for a while. when i'm done i'll walk next door to alex and ralphael's. this will be an amazing day. i cant feel my toes. the air is so heavy, but i'm being carried now. and its been a long time since i got to float along. last night i closed my eyes and tilted my head back, and the tears slid out anyway. i'm going to lose along the way, theres nothing to cry about. nothing is all for the good. i need to see his face again. i want to wake up, and i want you to sing to me. that song you know makes me feel good. i never want to let go of this. i'm going to close the blinds. set the alarm. and at that time the day will commence. xoxox. melissssa.