There's a clamor in your whispering
"Being able to express yourself and tell the truth about everything to help make things less stressful, and no homework" should be a class in college. It should be mandatory for everyone to take. I know that about 95% of college students feel just as stressed as I do about college and homework. On top of it all, I'm sure many students also have a job so they can make a little cash on the side. In my case, I have two jobs. It's killing me and I have barely anytime to do anything. I have no fucking clue why I'm deciding to spend the time I do have writing in my livejournal. It's just a huge waste of time.
I'm having trouble understanding different situations and humans. I guess I've been having trouble computing things in my brain for awhile now. How the human mind really decides on how to do things is such an amazement to me. It's just troubling that a human being can go from one personality to another in a matter of days. It's disapointing to see, but I'm not going to dwell on it because I don't have the kind of time to waste thinking about such absent things.
I'm happy with the way things are treating Julie and I right now. I just think that being friends with her now is the right thing to do because her personality is just like the last. She's funny, kind, humble. That's what it's all about. Yeah, sometimes I'm sure she can get sick of the way I act, but I know that she understands that's how I am and she tells me how it is. I'm learning.
All I can hope for is that the future treats everyone well. I know of some friendships that are losing their stability and purpose, and I just hope that everything can work out for them. I hope that people aren't making mistakes and I hope everything is for real. I know exactly how everything will end, because I've been through it all, and I know that taking my time and making good judgment can help myself and a few others. I hope that people are able to meet other humans, and create friendships that make them so happy that they do lose track of time. Having another personality in your life can help you realize what it's really about.