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I'm a super happy camper. I don't have a reason really. I think I'm just happy about having a great friendship with an awesome person. I'm super proud of myself and how I've actually started enjoying myself and having a good time. A lot of it has to do with Julie and how she's a funny, great girl and how I can talk to her about pretty much anything without it being that awkward. I know that we'll remain best of friends no matter what happens.
I'm gaining weight again and I'm so fucking glad. I'm almost back to 195 again. I want to be 210 by the summer though, but I want it to look healthy. I guess I'm going to work out extra hard and hopefully I can look like the person I want to look like.
I realized that I need to start hanging out with my friends more than I have been. If anyone of you read this, I apoligize for not being there and having fun with you guys for the past few weeks. I guess I just got caught up in some stuff, and I really do feel like I've been a shitty friend. I guess meeting someone you like being with makes time fly by super fast. I just want to be friends with everyone, and enjoy what I'm lucky enough to have right now in my life.
I don't know what else to really chat about. I need to get some rest though because I'm exhausted from working both of my jobs today and standing for 9+ hours straight.
Goodnight :D
I'm gaining weight again and I'm so fucking glad. I'm almost back to 195 again. I want to be 210 by the summer though, but I want it to look healthy. I guess I'm going to work out extra hard and hopefully I can look like the person I want to look like.
I realized that I need to start hanging out with my friends more than I have been. If anyone of you read this, I apoligize for not being there and having fun with you guys for the past few weeks. I guess I just got caught up in some stuff, and I really do feel like I've been a shitty friend. I guess meeting someone you like being with makes time fly by super fast. I just want to be friends with everyone, and enjoy what I'm lucky enough to have right now in my life.
I don't know what else to really chat about. I need to get some rest though because I'm exhausted from working both of my jobs today and standing for 9+ hours straight.
Goodnight :D