Alive
I'm sorry, but this one is going to be a little harsh.
People say things that should, maybe, never come out of their mouths. I don't know if anyone will read this, but if you do, just know, it's so hard to find someone that you actually can trust as a human being. People say hurtful things everyday without actually realizing that the words being ( Read more... )
i know we've rarely ever talked, but i was popping around on AIM and dedicded to check out your LJ. i agree with everythin you've just written. lol. i couldn't have said it better myself. family is a great thing, dont ever lose that.
as for you and catie i have absolutely NO idea what happened, how, when, why. all i know is i've been there, and so have other people. being in love with someone and losing that is a horrible feeling. and saying your "other side" is coming out, well thats okay, there is nothing wrong with that. these things are gonna happen unfortunately. you shouldn't hate who you are, your growing and learning, and during that time everyone is insecure, i'm sure your not the only one. if anything take what you don't like about this situation or yourself and just take a step back. not neccesarily try to change yourself but GROW, use these hard times to make mistakes, be upset, and figure out what you want and who you are. the way i look at it is (and i'm sure you've heard this numerous times) things happen for a reason, you may not see it now but they do. and when you find that someone, who loves and cares about you and its for real,(on there part) you wont notice these feelings. you'll realized you've grown up, and possibly changed but not with intentions of trying. you seem like you know what you want in life, and got your head on your shoulders with an awesome family behind you.
don't let this bump in the road make you hard on yourself. keep smiling sweetie, at least try too =)
-shannon (conway)
p.s if you ever need to talk (itsmybriteeyes = AIM, of FB me)
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