Aug 08, 2005 19:23
One minute I was in completely bliss, making love to Angel and the next thing I know, he moved away from me. I looked up at him. He had fear on his face.
Angel saw something. I was almost afraid to turn around. "Angel, what is it?", I said with concern.
What a time for something to happen. I knew this would happen.
He didn't respond to my question. I knew I had to get up. I stood up in the jacuzzi, completely naked and looked at Angel. Then, I turned around. I saw him. Lorne. Dead. Tears, immediately fell from my eyes.
He was just left there to hang. How did we not see this? Who would do this to him? Questions were filling my head as I stood there staring at our dear friend. I couldn't move. My body was paralyzed. Deep in my heart, I wished he were alive, but I knew he wasn't.
Slowly, I turned to face Angel. I didn't know what to say to him. The tears didn't stop.
We were so busy, wrapped up in having sex, that we totally ignored everything that was going on around us. Anger filled my body. We should have been more aware, of what was going on, instead of being consumed by our raging hormones.
God, Lorne's dead. He's dead!
I moved closer to Angel. I looked up at him. "Angel, he's dead.", my voice trembled as I began to cry. "H-he's dead." I put my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. I sobbed in his chest. I tried to calm down, but I couldn't. "Who did this to him?", I almost screamed. All the emotion overtook my body and it just came out, full force.
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