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well all i do is work all the time yeah it suks but at least it keeps my mind off other things and people i care about, some people will never understand,i feel you can care for someone and the best thing to do sometimes is ignore them and hope they get better but i dont know aboutit in this case who knows? i miss you pica and i am sorry but i am tired of being fussed at by you or keith i cant take it....i am going move in by myself i guess and i love you and want us to be friends and i will pay you back i only could give you 40 this week becasue i had to pay bills you just dont undersrand that i am sorry.....especially because of whatyour doing to your body i miss the old pica the girl i met who had fun and didnt need drugs you have become dependant and i wanna cry youo are smarter then that call me if you need someone to talk to i know youare angry at me but hopefully one day you will understand i do love you but i will not watch you self destruct and i dunno what else to do...........